daylight savings time

i miss the kisses...
an ode to tangible love.

all things are healed with time.
i wish i could set my clock forward.

distance

i liked things the way they were.

i feel like a bottle of feelings,
pressure building, fizzing.
i can't let myself pop...

damned are the demons which have shaken me up.

ignorance

acceleration, near to none...stability.
thunk. thunk. thunk. think...
gray-silver highlights, debri, filth,
hints of jealous green creep along the
gravel toward the yellow boundary line.

i don't breathe as fully as i did.
my lungs wilt with regret.
no regrets, no regrets...
no room for regrets.
i retreat to my safehaven.
safe heaven.

i let it happen again...
but this time, i can't afford to lose faith-
yet, my mind continues to wander
the same way it always does...
listening to the whispers.
i try not to...

i believed a lie.
devastated recluse.
i'm comfortable here.
i feel okay here.
please, don't bother me.
the solitude does not frighten me.
i asked nicely...
whispers, just leave me alone.

impure thoughts

weigh the odds:
happiness vs. joy

one is temporary,
the other permanent.

there are urges to quit.
temptation grows stronger.
rejection.
table of contents.
back to content.
incomplete satisfaction...

so i'm back in the valley.

ebb flow
ebb flow

depression happiness
happiness depression, etc.

depress repress regress.
get me out of this nightmare.
i'm back to my old self.
normal.
no.