most days, i'm okay.
i convince myself that
"i'm a big girl. i can handle this."
...but today, i hurt so bad.
i ruined everything. i really did, didn't i?
i loathe my weak flesh for giving into the blur,
the cloud of thoughts, those wicked thoughts.
perhaps i ought to try introversion.
i'm in the process of purifying my thoughts.
divine purification, via introversion & desperate prayer.
i'm doing what i can...
but its out of my hands.
some things are too big to handle alone;
"i'm a big girl. i can't handle this."
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