i've been thinking...

i'm not lonely.
i'm not scared.
...a little intimidated, but by factors i'm confident i can handle.


getting caught up in situations always causes retrospect.
sequence of event <-> motives <-> what was gained?

often, the answer is 'nothing'.
even moreso, i lose pieces of myself...
but what is so amazing about humanity is the option to grow spiritually from experiences-- so truly, what is gained? wisdom.

i think i just contradicted myself. huh. how 'bout that...


today i felt myself almost burst twice...
only, the stimulation began in my mind,
rushing over my tongue, warming my ears,
down my throat and into my heart,
expanding in my chest- allowing for deeper breaths.


entering a new phase with a fresh mindset,
realizing the limited days i have before independence,
acknowledging my age and the opportunities i have,
what i need to do to ultimately get where i want to be.



i stumbled across this website 7/25/08:
http://www.supertechnogirl.com/mindfulliving/art.htm







i stumbled across this website 7/25/08:
http://www.supertechnogirl.com/mindfulliving/art.htm